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A Year Outside the Classroom: Chapter 21- Jumping into July

Dear Readers,

This is for accountability. How often have we felt as though we've lost a part of ourselves and we miss it more than anything or anyone else

Well I have been hungry for the writer in me. I miss the ease with which verses used to pop into my mind, surprising me during daily activities. I miss the melody my fingers had on the keyboard as I bounded out another piece or blog or story. Today, a woman I know from a writer's group I was a part of a few years ago came up to me and said she missed my writing in the group as I provided a different voice. She reminded me that that's why I began writing: to give perspective into a different voice. 

Additionally, these days I have begun to panic about the quickness with which medical school is approaching (orientation is in 5 weeks!!!!). So for the sake of that, my goals begin today. 

This month, I will:

1- Journal every single day. Prose. Poetry. A sentence. Words. Anything.

2- Post a blog post every other day. Trust me, I am just as nervous about this one as you are skeptical. As I type this, I am wondering if I should delete it before I commit. But I am determined to commit, insh'Allah.

3- Read/reflect on Qur'an or dhikr every day. The source of our functioning is maintaining our lifestyle, and as a Muslim, the Qur'an and remembrance of Allah guides my life. This is also something I've tried to keep up with since Ramadan ended. 

What are your July goals? I hope we can motivate each other to grow into better and stronger people. 

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